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Mon, 12 Feb 2007 13:37:45 GMT

i'm up really late thinking about stuff. i usually spend all my nights like this. it feels to same same same same. then i consider what else i'd be doing at 530am and i can't think of anything. life's treatin' me pretty good. well i guess as good as it can be if you're unemployed and broke. all my friends have been so inspirational to me. and I've seen a few i haven't really seen in a while. all the little moments i spend with people really show to me how beautiful friendship is. even though it's not like you talk about anything meaningful. i just get this warm feeling all through my body. it's a feeling like knowing you'll always have a trampoline under you when ya fall off the roof. i love when i can see the same feeling on other peoples faces even strangers. i'm totally rambling. i need a lil more direction with my life. now that i am as free as wanted to be i'm lost. it's kind of funny how that works. when i made my mind up about being more free i didn't consider how my future self would feel. i'm ready for my life to move on. i've been considering moving away from bakersfield and just doing it. but i feel frightened because i'm so poor and don't know if i can make it. it's lame but i do get pretty home sick. but seeing as how i'm poor i can probably get a lot of free government money. so i'm gonna go to college. i'll probably go to some art school in San Fransisco. or i'll finally get fed up and do what i always wanted to do. and get on some work program for another country and take a million photos. i'd love to be poor as an orphan my whole life and see the world. just so one day i can look back at all my photos. share every crazy experience in my whole life with all my friends. everytime i'm feeling down i always wonder why i can't see the beauty of the world. it's undeniably strong. i love my life and all my friends. PEACE

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 01:26:48 GMT

i dont know whats going on?!

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 09:54:29 GMT

i love mary jane regalado. its almost been four months. best four months of my life. i love you mary jane!

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 12:18:31 GMT

i really miss mary, i want to see her so bad. i wish i was there all the time, or could teleport or something that would be great. i love her so much. she is the world to me. Mary Regalado is the greatest girl ever. I LOVE YOU MARY JANE!!!!

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 22:53:51 GMT

i miss mary jane a lot.

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 22:53:51 GMT

i miss mary jane a lot.

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 17:01:43 GMT

i love mary so much!!! she's so amazing. i'm in love with the beste girl in the world, and i love it!!

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 15:25:18 GMT

I'm bored.

but i love mary!

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 07:45:57 GMT

i love mary

she's so cool

we're in love

i love that feeling

she makes me happy

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 17:00:15 GMT

it looks like i'm not going to school anymore. i don't miss it.

pop!

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 05:01:25 GMT

I love mary so much i just had the best weekend of my life!!

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 05:33:25 GMT

i'm so excited, i get to see mary soon, we're going to her homecoming dance i cant wait i love her so much. there isnt one person better than her. she's beautiful, amazing, and the love of my life.

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 09:13:24 GMT

This weekend I'm going to visit Mary. I cant wait. I love Mary, she's so amazing. I could talk to her for hours. I wish I could see her more often. She is my favorite thing about living. There is nothing better than Mary Regalado. She is my everything.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 07:22:20 GMT

I love Mary Jane Regalado. Oh my god she's the greatest ever!

yesterday

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 14:43:34 GMT

yesterday was mary's birthday it was a really fun night. morgan stephanie and i stayed at mary's home all night. it was a good time just lying around talking, hearing each others stories it was really good to see those people again. it has been a while since i've seen them. i enjoyed it.